Did anyone ever wonder where I went or how I was doing? Who cares right? I know! No one cares for you as good as yourself. Sometimes, I wonder to myself : Do I really have friends or just acquaintances? I am the kind of guy you would want to meet only once and never see again because the next time I see you, you are just another one of the many I have met and so you deserve no special attention. I have decided not to deceive anyone. I'd rather be blunt than fake attention. That's my new resolution.
Let me tell you five new advancements in my life :
- I decided to take school as high on my priority pyramid as possible.
- I quit some activities on campus, which you would later on find out.
- I told 'her' that it cant work out because she went to France for study aboard. Hard for me to tell her but I did!
- I try to plan out my day the day before.
- And I took up the responsibility of cleaning my apartment everyday even with 2 other animals living with me.
On the 9th of December, I finished my last final exam paper. It was not easy and I am eager to see how bad I did (You would do well to get the irony of that sentence). Instead of being excited, for some reason I was not excited school had ended even though I had been ____ing about it for a while. I felt lost. I felt that there was really nothing to look forward to now that school is on break. No anticipation of tests or homework to keep the mind in check! The funny thing is that I am nowhere near being geeky yet I act like one. P.O.M.E - Product Of My Environment. The way I see my life is clear and well defined. I know what I want and if anyone does not agree with things I do, which I feel is for my benefit, I WILL cut off. Still I am open to corrections. In anticipation for a new year, I hope to mature mentally, socially and academically. I told someone very recently; 'There are only two kind of people - those who control things and those who will be controlled'. I remember my mum telling me, if you do not have where you want to be in mind, then anywhere would do. As simple as that line was, I pondered on it for sometime and I finally made my conclusion. If you fail to plan, you have planned to fail. With that, I tell you, go out there and make the most of life.
By the way: S.I.S means Stay In School (don't be a fool)
Signin' out..........................
AKay
